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Tuesday, January 20th 2009

11:29 PM

In a dark place.

  • Mood: Dark, very dark.
  • Weather: Cold, very cold.
My sister died yesterday at 3:15 am. Her service will be this Friday.  I fly out Thursday and fly back Saturday.

I find myself in a state of apathy.  Perhaps depression?  Perhaps my pills can no longer suffice. I find that things that once held my interest hold no interest for me.  Sewing, cooking, second life, computers, dancing.

Nothing.

It’s like I am empty inside. A strange feeling.  What did the head Cenobite (pinhead) say in one of the hell raiser movies?  ‘I am so exquisitely empty'
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